i just thought you’d like to know. i just… i don’t know what i thought, okay? i’m not some kind of catch, if i kept that baby and you had stayed with me, i just had it so set in my mind that you would have been miserable. i wouldn’t have wanted you to settle for me and a baby when you could have anything else in the world.
I don’t know why you think that. We barely knew each other, but I remember everything about seeing you that night. You were beautiful, I was intrigued by you. You can say this is a cliche or that I’m lying, but it’s true.
why i think that? the same reason why i hardly talked to anyone in school, why i never drank, hell… even went out, before that night. i can’t say you’re lying, i still hardly know you… i can’t tell what is the truth anymore. but if you meant it, then i suppose it’s my fault for not noticing. for not realizing that maybe there’s something under your sex driven personality.
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therein lies the problem then i suppose. call me selfish, call me picky, call me whatever the hell you what, but i don’t want someone who wants me just because i’m having their baby.
Let me as you something. How many guys do you think would want anything to do with someone they accidentally got pregnant during a one night stand? Not many guys. The thing is, you told me about the baby. If you didn’t want me to help, or you wanted to get rid of it from the beginning you wouldn’t have told me about it. You can’t even say that’s not true.
i just thought you’d like to know. i just… i don’t know what i thought, okay? i’m not some kind of catch, if i kept that baby and you had stayed with me, i just had it so set in my mind that you would have been miserable. i wouldn’t have wanted you to settle for me and a baby when you could have anything else in the world.
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if i had told you, you would have wanted me to keep it. and i wouldn’t have been able to see your face even if you would have said yes and gone with me. i was angry too, i still am angry. to this day i think of where i’d be if i hadn’t of done it. plus don’t play games with me, you just alluded that you’d never want to make anything and everything work when you say “who says i would have wanted a relationship with you?” plus there’s still too many virgins out there for you to fuck… they’d never say yes if they found out you had a baby.
I may be an asshole, who doesn’t like relationships…but I know so many people who went through life without a father and a mother. I didn’t want to be that guy who abandoned his child…believe me I would’ve done anything for you and that baby. Anything.
therein lies the problem then i suppose. call me selfish, call me picky, call me whatever the hell you what, but i don’t want someone who wants me just because i’m having their baby.
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oh believe me, you don’t need to tell me that. and no one said you would’ve wanted one with me, not even i say that. was that supposed to be hurtful? but the way you reacted after i got rid of our baby might have said something.
i was angry, ok? i was angry that i thought i was going to have a kid then it was just gone. i wasn’t mad that you did it, just that i didn’t know. i wish i knew, i would’ve actually been there with you when you went to the doctor or alley or something. if we had that kid i would’ve done anything and everything to make it work.
if i had told you, you would have wanted me to keep it. and i wouldn’t have been able to see your face even if you would have said yes and gone with me. i was angry too, i still am angry. to this day i think of where i’d be if i hadn’t of done it. plus don’t play games with me, you just alluded that you’d never want to make anything and everything work when you say “who says i would have wanted a relationship with you?” plus there’s still too many virgins out there for you to fuck… they’d never say yes if they found out you had a baby.
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mammacita. god. reasons why any kind of relationship would never have worked out between us.
I’m not even good at relationships. Who says I would’ve wanted one with you?
oh believe me, you don’t need to tell me that. and no one said you would’ve wanted one with me, not even i say that. was that supposed to be hurtful? but the way you reacted after i got rid of our baby might have said something.
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